I also have depression. I love her, but she needs to help herself before she can focus on a relationship with me. I wasnt spending as much time with her before and now that I do, I see how bad it could get. When I asked her if she wanted to go get some food, ice cream the mall,she said no for so many reasons. Like you rejecting the last possible form of understanding and connection. My advice to anyone going through this with a depressed person is just call it off and move on. I'm seeing shapes behind the curtain. She was sweet, sensitive and caring. Talk, really talk openly without any criticism. You are helpful to them by being there when they need you. You're so shallow. Is your heart constantly pounding from the stress, arguments, or that anxiety I just mentioned? (You're so tired) But you just can't sleep. I am afraid that if I leave she will kill herself, she is completely obsessed with me and I cant escape. We stopped having sex last year because of her trauma. It drives me nuts when she sleeps all day. when there is more unhappy than happy, its a problem and thats what we are going through. And he just feels like a failure and a burden onto everyone else to the point he has almost committed suicide twice. It also seems like you have come to the realization that this situation is not sustainable and that something must change. We do talk through alot of things and have a somewhat open dialogue, but I still feel resentful and angry when i feel shes not there for me, something i dont seem to get over, despite wanting to. I want her to be happy, and I hope you guys are luckier than me. Ive tried to think of ways to break it off that wont make her hate herself, like saying Im gay or having friends pose as drug dealers and freak her out by having them threaten me when shes around. I am a twenty year old student. Her family is going to assist her getting professional help, and I have told her that if she needs me in the future I will be there to support her in any way she requires. She might even need help to physically move some of the bigger items out (like a couch). These are just a few questions you and your spouse should sit down and discuss together to see if you're on the same page financially. Nothing you can do to help. Wow. We were engaged. And that one is difficult for boys: you HAVE to not think through your ego. Some times its okay but those are only the times when things are easy. It pisses me off. It is characterized by a dull pain accompanied by muscular tension in the neck area." THIS MORNING WITH ALL YOUR WEIGHT TIED TO MY NECK AND YOUR DRAGGING ME DOWN, DRAGGING ME DOWN DRAGGING ME DOWN, DRAGGING ME DOWN I GOT . 1992 - Video directed by Dani Jacobs. I would answer, I just want to feel free and safe. Home Terms of Service Privacy Policy Sitemap Subscribe to The GoodTherapy Blog. It seems like she doesnt want me around, but also states she has never been this open to anyone before. She felt distanced by me, but in no way did i feel any different toward her. Especially when theyre attractive they can just bounce around from bf to bf. But how is it possible? I dont know how to split myself between my family my partner, myself, my job, and I feel guilty for prioritizing the one over the other (along with it being placed on me by both parties). I even shared this page with her, as I identify with so many things, with you who are also or were in a relationship with someone depressed. I tried the whole counselling route n psychiatrist with her. It is your life too. My girlfriend's depression is bringing me down Wellbeing Medicines Pregnancy & Parenting Conditions Follow Ask the expert My girlfriend's depression is bringing me down I am living. She is quiet, shy, passive/aggressive yet bubbly she would do anything and everything instantaneously for me, great girl! In your head, you know it's no big deal. "Healthy, happy relationships are where both partners meet each others' physical and emotional needs," says relationship etiquette expert Mara Opperman, in an interview with Bustle. The fact that shes still hanging around him enforces that theyve cheated. And if an argument crops up, it almost always goes smoothly (i.e., no screaming, or blaming, or anything horrible like that). You have to tell her when she hurts you. As men we dont have an option. Am I giving up too quickly, am I weak, am I selfish I really dont know what I should do or feel right now. thanks for everyone comments! First two years went well. No one feels superior or inferior to the other." When we first met she experienced severe triggers and dissociative states, which led to her being unable to finish her degree, something she carries a great deal of shame from. You couldnt survive being a total mess a hundred years ago and You need to be comfortable with who you are. We do love each other, but her depression, mixed with her anxiety about our future as parents of the same child, is becoming too much for me to remain hopeful. And thats happiness isnt even happiness half the time, its just a less bad mood. Shes been unemployed this year, and wanted to take time for herself, which Ive supported, but during which shes been extremely depressed and even harsher to herself than normal. Thanks for your testimony Ching. So are yours always casting concerned looks? Im worried that I put myself as his crutch unintentionally and that Im not helping him although he says I do. This then gives my anxiety about getting erectile dysfunction. Dealing with a depressed girl isnt easy and there some moments of greatness and when it happens I take full advantage of it. My girlfriend of 6 months began declining about a month ago. i fell as if i cant help her, im not good enough to make her happy although i try so hard and its making me doubt myself more and more. Read the book co-dependent no more. I dont mind being a caretaker.. but it has to be for someone who also cares about me. I know she deals with her own issues and Ive known for quite some time, but I see it more often now. Your girlfriend should know that she has the right to be an active participant in her treatment plan and to discuss changes to this plan with her clinicians. I would stand everything for her, but she doesnt seem to care, and it kills me from the inside. Please keep in mind that GoodTherapy.org is an exclusive directory. Its your natural born right to be happy! I am essentially a caretaker now. I really don't know the best way if breaking it to her and I don't wanna do anything that I'll regret 3 28 28 comments Add a Comment AutoModerator 8 mo. Very often, when one takes on the role of caretaker, it becomes such a consuming task that the caretaker loses touch with himself/herself. The envier. I have high blood pressure because of her. I always tell her I enjoy how she is my first thought when i wake up and the last. Recent events have dragged prices down. Help me drag the camping gear down the hill. "So, yes, your relationship problems could lead you to suffering from high blood pressure." And also I realised that people dont like sad people. I myself am in a LDR with my girlfriend. Over the past year I dated someone that was unbalanced and going through a significant life transition. From past one to two years I came to know.Now it becomes severe.she suffers from anxiety , bipolar disorder. I feel as much like a caretaker as I do a boyfriend. my health is declining. But I feel so guilty and ashamed and like a failure for wanting this and I dont know what to do. I am not sure if Im still with her for love, for the codependency that has definitely developed or simply because I have been doing this so long I dont know any different, I have almost the exact same problem. I Feel Helpless! Dear M, If you would like to find a mental health professional for your girlfriend, you can start finding therapists in your area by entering your city or ZIP code into the search field on this page: https://www.goodtherapy.org/find-therapist.html. I started to seek too much attention, because it felt finally a lille bit good to have this attention. Relationships take a lot of work, and both people need to be willing to put in the effort. I used to be able to help her cheer up and have a good time with her whenever she was sad but now,I cant do anything without getting an attitude from her or saying something stupid. You may also try this, what my boyfriend did: he said he is leaving me cause it is too hard for him, he left me for two painful days, then he told me that he will be back, but in some time. Please know there is hope, and help is available. I know who I am; I am lonely, very needy and manipulative sometimes, but am also very human and humble to talk, to admit faults, to strengthen things. She used to threaten me and say i am depressed & mad. She will text or call me out of blue and tell how much she appreciates my patience with her. We had ups and downs for almost a year till i realised that she is alcoholic, and sadlly that the day we met (which i consider the most romantic day i had) she had bottle of wine hidden in her bag. but she made fun of me she said she wasnt going to read this BS. She keeps saying this like Im not a good person & I dont think Ill ever stop feeling this way I have given her reassurance, saying Im here for it through the good and bad, but fuck it seems like Im talking to a brick wall sometimes. She shut me off completely and gave me halfhearted reply whenever I talk to her. And before you know it has someone paying for half or all of her bills. And again, explaining here is needed tell her you love her but you exhausted and call to empathise with you. That left me with a perspective of loosing someone I really love and also left space for me to think about it in safe environment. She tried attempting suicide few times.Even I am loving her lot but could not make her understand.she always wants to be around my arms! Is it over? Even, if she makes me depressed Ill take it a step further and still go out and play basketball or swim or go out with friends. (Not married) This means being comfortable in your skin and with the way you walk, talk, look, breath, move, and all the other things that make you uniquely you. The way this went down was that I got very worried and stayed up all night trying to stop her, and since then it has happened multiple times. I feel for you all. It's an affect that's truly worth noting. If your partner makes you uncomfortable about being you, then her or she is only dragging you down. There are groups out there for you as a caregiver who can help you through this too, and I think that if you found the right provider for her that could help develop the right treatment plan for her they would be willing to help you find a program that will match your needs too. I am opinionated and very understanding. I really hope that it is it. Posted October 5, 2013 | Reviewed by Ekua Hagan Question: Hi Irene, My BFF and I have been friends since high school. If I talk in a neutral tone or raise my voice even slightly she says I am scary and becomes inconsolable. It is very sad when a very good man like me just happens to have very bad luck with women when i really shouldnt at all. I feel really lost. Leave. It's not fun for either party, and it's definitely a sign that things aren't entirely healthy. Thinking that you will solve the problem will only make you more and more frustrated. we took a break for a day, then got back together. Same for me. I hope you found your way out and ability to stay out. Gently but strongly. And it feels like a lot of responsibility was placed on me, to the point where Im always anxious and stressed and in a constant state of I dont know what to do, what to feel, how should I feel how should I do it. Like everything was depending on something else, like it was fragile structure. (Yikes.). past experiences? I know thats going to be the final solution to all this, but is there anything anyone else could recommend? The 3 Cs: You didnt Cause it, you cant Control it, you cant Cure it. Unfortunately, there seems to be nothing I can do when she feels down. Im not sure whats going on but I let her know constructively that I considered leaving her I know its harsh but it was a reality check. I told her that i love her and i would never leave her, i forgave her cuz she lied to me, i told her that if i was with right now i would give her a hug and a kiss. So that he loves himself. And probably you wonder why I use past tense when I write. Like i texted her after an hour or two and she read some of them. Long distance relationships where you rarely/never meet in person are not really the same thing. Can anyone help me and tell me what can i do?. If you have depression or anxiety its because you know deep in your soul that you arent on the right path or living up to your potential. I started to feel distant from her and that i dont want to be intimat to her. Setup Size: 8.9 GB. Setup File Name: Adobe_Premiere_Pro_v23.2..69.rar. Or are they falling back into a state where they feel they are most comfortable. Hey i am in a LDR and i need your help my gf is also depressed, she doesnt tell the stuff she is going through, yea she tells me most of the things but not that. About me and my girlfriend! I can know no one would have got solution. I have a lower sex drive than hers. Peace, Man, you guys are explaining my life. Everything i could say would create a problem and everything was my fault. I still love him so much, but I think its the best choice for both of us. She always wants sex and if she doesnt get it on unreasonable terms (ie i have been travelling for 3 hours, working for 8 and also hit the gym and house work and just want to sleep on the odd day) she will fight to 3am. ago Welcome to r/dating_advice! After a year of being together i started to talk about how bad our sexlife and that it has changed, her reply was always that im comparing this to things i read on the internet and that what we had before is considered honeymoon period. If things aren't going well, if there's a lack trust, or if you don't feel secure, then it makes sense that anxiety might become an issue. And this is where our problems come in. I am trying to help her but I could not help anymore than this.i could concentrate on caring myself, could not eat or sleep well. You sound like a great boyfriend supporting her an everything.But where us your relationship right now?I mean,have you become just a caretaker for her,a shoulder to cry on?Or have you guys maintained your relationship to a good enough level so far?This is very important because what happens once she gets over her depression depends a lot on this.If she only sees you like a caretaker,there isnt much of a role for you to play when she does conquer her depression!Please reflect on this and sort things out.I know how it feels to stand by someone and then be abandoned by that same person.I would hate for that to happen to anybody else,especially to someone who has been as supportive as youve been! All I got is she is just a drama queen, there wasnt any problems to become sad. Atlast I hate the word LOVE with cry. I am moved by how exactly you also spoke for myself Wish we could go for a beer. 2. First, try and make an attempt to be supportive. Read on for some of those ways. Software Full Name: Adobe Premiere Pro 2023. It hurt me deeply and I dont know what to do. But i will never get married again since it really has become very risky for many of us men that have been married the first time. Sign up and Get Listed. All efforts made on my part were in vain. There must be fond memories. These people are emotionally selfish they may not do it on purpose but they will take away everything that defines you and then you will be a empty shell . There is so many thoughts and circumstances for a girl. Im different then most I let her know I care everyday and all day but at same time I have tons of hobbies that detract from everything. I experience the exact same thing you are talking about with my girlfriend for one year. I completely changed from confident cheeky fit guy to someones whose fat, very low self esteem and broken. If she needs the ex in her life she doesnt need you, she just wants you. Ive been going to therapy for 3 years and talking about my problems doesnt help me. I feel like she is using me even though I take care of her. I found myself in a very similar situation. Also over the years I have cancelled so many plans with friends to take time to help her that I have lost contact and have become depressed myself about my loneliness. However, i was in a grade above her and graduated and proceeded to get a job so i could support our lives, this made texting hard as i had very early starts and it was very physically and mentally tiring work, however i still texted her as much as possible. My advise to you would be: Dont be too stressed out about it. Stress can cause all sorts of problems. I have honoured her decision to sort this out alone. So it can really, truly suck when you realize your relationship is dragging you down. Therapy and meds nothing will work. Im fed up though. Seems like a pattern, a thing to analyse better. 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